I don’t really post often on my mommy blog, it’s pretty sporadic. I post like ten things in a day and don’t post anything for two weeks and this cycle just continues. It makes it dead and I’m not really part of the whole parenting blogs community here on tumblr because I don’t post that much and when I do it’s mostly pictures. So I’ve tried to fix that by just adding a whole bunch of stuff to my queue so at least the blog will be updated daily and I don’t have to worry about going in to update when I feel it’s dead. Hopefully this will help. I have a lot of stories and so many pictures but when it comes to posting i forget the stories and overload with the pictures.
I hate that I’m never sleepy when I actually need to sleep.
It happens to everyone, I know. I blame it on the coffee. Gotta be away in seen hours.
ask me once, i say no. ask me a second time, answer is still no. but ill let it slide.
ask me up to ten times im officially annoyed. back the fuck off.
whenever someone notices that i dont go out that much they tell me i need make more friends. but i dont actually want to make new friends. i just want to hang out with mine.
I should sleep. I just began a new episode of revenge. I think I’ll just wait till I’m properly rested.
i’m so full of resentment.
I feel uneasy. Not sure about what.
I think my way of looking at whether or not I want a relationship is like I don’t have the energy to meet someone new so I tend to look at someone I already know and then that becomes messy because I really don’t want to date a friend. That’s just weird to me. I don’t want to ruin a friendship. Why take the next step if this step is just perfect.
I think I’m just a lazy person and that’s why I think I shouldn’t start a relationship.
I think part of the reason I’m not myself around a lot of people is because I know they will say things like about my age and maturity and stuff. Like I am mature and I’m supposed to be grown, and I’m a mother and what not.
Grown up isnt really me though. Like I still do skips and twirls and act like a five year old when i’m on my own. but that’s not really social acceptable.
When a walk to remember first came out we watched it so much. Whenever our cousins were down from fresno we would watch it over and over and over.
So much that at one point I didn’t want to watch it anymore. And I haven’t for years.
I’ve forgotten how much I loved this movie.
There is this scene in Finding Forrester when the main character, which is a black teenage boy, is walking home late at night and this cop car drives by really slow flashing it’s lights to check out the guy. And it just drives away.
This scene would be normal if there wasn’t a burning car in the background that the cop decided to completely ignore, and so did the guy for that matter.
Cheap dates.
I think a lot of the guys who end up liking me see me as some type of high maintenance girl. Which I’m really not.
I’m perfectly okay with taco shop and movie in the living room instead of restaurant and amc.
